Yesterday

Yesterday was BAD!  I couldn't hold on to anything. I busted my lip.  Everything kept falling. I hated everything and everyone.  I know there are going to be bad days but as a quadrilateral amputee, it makes those days worse.  I feel like there is no point to try and do anything and no one really cares.  What I mean is some people are obligated to care like you family, kids, and husband. The question is, do they really care?  Sometimes it doesn't feel like it.   But on a happy note. I was actually cold yesterday. I know that sounds weird but I'm 33 and I have has a full historeactomy.  Because of that I am also suffering from surgical induced menopause.  But hey, I'm alive!